3.28.2011
so Salem tomorrow
yea well I'm going to go see Salem tomorrow night, i hope its good, watch a few viddys of their live shit, some of it is good and some..well not so good, sounded pretty lame, well what should i expect from live electro music, what do they know about live performance, jk jk blah blah blah, just don't like groups that sound good on the album, then sound like preteens trying to do black sabbath covers. fun fun fun everyone so excited.
3.23.2011
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3.18.2011
I don't talk shit, I WRITE SHIT.
to know when to stop. to know when to stop trying. i give and give, i just want to put my love and care out there. true and honest and I'm not going to lie about it, i'm
sick and tired of playing games. I'm sick and tired of the "i don't care" but i really do. it so fucking stupid, I'm not scared to be honest, I'm not scared to tell the truth even if it sounds like your lil bitch and pussy, a romantic. what i feel and what i think is going to be put out there. i don't care if you think its stupid or if you think its a lie. its honest and true. if i tell you i love you i do, i would put my own life down for you to live, i have strong love for the ones i love, yet they would get so pissed at me over some stupid ass shit. i can get over it but they can not, they want to hold grudges against me, wtf!. i forgive the ones i love, i know that no one is perfect, and people will make mistakes they will fail, and they will not exceed you expectations. its ok it just fucking life, but i hate the feeling of the one you love not giving a fuck about what your trying to say. why don't they give a fuck, is it they don't love you the same, they do but they just see its a stupid fight and they're over it. i don't know but i wish she can see where I'm coming from. i wish she can feel what i feel. know what i have been thru, know the pain i have felt, know the shit i had to go thru. but she just wants to push me aside, ignore me, not listen to what i have to say and what i feel. it fucking sucks, but i guess i have to realize that you cant count on people to be there for you. you can't count on people to care about what you feel. because everyone now a days is fucking self centered. they don't care about anyone around them not any of their family members, not their friends. they only care about numbero uno, themselves. and its fucking pathetic, i really hope shit hits the fan real soon, because we all deserve it, we all deserve to die a horrible painful death. you do your friends do, your mom does, your dad does, and your whole fucking family. this whole world is filled with pathetic excuses of life.
summary:just no one wants to hear it, so i write it
sick and tired of playing games. I'm sick and tired of the "i don't care" but i really do. it so fucking stupid, I'm not scared to be honest, I'm not scared to tell the truth even if it sounds like your lil bitch and pussy, a romantic. what i feel and what i think is going to be put out there. i don't care if you think its stupid or if you think its a lie. its honest and true. if i tell you i love you i do, i would put my own life down for you to live, i have strong love for the ones i love, yet they would get so pissed at me over some stupid ass shit. i can get over it but they can not, they want to hold grudges against me, wtf!. i forgive the ones i love, i know that no one is perfect, and people will make mistakes they will fail, and they will not exceed you expectations. its ok it just fucking life, but i hate the feeling of the one you love not giving a fuck about what your trying to say. why don't they give a fuck, is it they don't love you the same, they do but they just see its a stupid fight and they're over it. i don't know but i wish she can see where I'm coming from. i wish she can feel what i feel. know what i have been thru, know the pain i have felt, know the shit i had to go thru. but she just wants to push me aside, ignore me, not listen to what i have to say and what i feel. it fucking sucks, but i guess i have to realize that you cant count on people to be there for you. you can't count on people to care about what you feel. because everyone now a days is fucking self centered. they don't care about anyone around them not any of their family members, not their friends. they only care about numbero uno, themselves. and its fucking pathetic, i really hope shit hits the fan real soon, because we all deserve it, we all deserve to die a horrible painful death. you do your friends do, your mom does, your dad does, and your whole fucking family. this whole world is filled with pathetic excuses of life.
summary:just no one wants to hear it, so i write it
3.16.2011
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3.14.2011
what's your...
PURPOSE
we all need it,
but why are we not sure of it?
we need to keep it steady
let the knowledge come.
it never fails, just as the rising sun.
but as i sit here in my room,
blank stare, blank thought.
i want to know the purpose,
i want to know my purpose.
time does not seem to move in my direction,
my path becomes blurred,
my road becomes dark.
i want purpose.
i want to know.
i must let it come
i must let my purpose show.
fear comes and takes over,
but i know my purpose will be reviled
let purpose
and do not let it be concealed.
we all need it,
but why are we not sure of it?
we need to keep it steady
let the knowledge come.
it never fails, just as the rising sun.
but as i sit here in my room,
blank stare, blank thought.
i want to know the purpose,
i want to know my purpose.
time does not seem to move in my direction,
my path becomes blurred,
my road becomes dark.
i want purpose.
i want to know.
i must let it come
i must let my purpose show.
fear comes and takes over,
but i know my purpose will be reviled
let purpose
and do not let it be concealed.
3.13.2011
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3.05.2011
POINTLESS CONVERSATION with I
To say nothing is the most to say,
when your mouth is closed your mind opens
things change so quick, it only takes a moment, to make a life
and just a moment to take it. Pointless conversations start, and never finish.
Just wanting to be in control of yourself, your mind, your heart, sometimes
seems like an impossible task. I want to she doesn't want to, then she does, I don't want to anymore. So many lives have been lived here, and so many thoughts have run through the mind of us all. How much of the same thoughts do we have in common? How many thoughts you think I dislike, vice versa. the individual is the one that makes things so complicated, the mind and the heart. Life as a whole is great and wondrous and genus! But take a look at one life, one bird, one ant, one human, stupid, mindless, full of themselves, evil even. Why should I be worrying about thing out of my control, such as what others think, what others do. But the thing is, this is my life, and your just part of it. I will change your mind, I will change your heart, why? Because this is my world and I will do what I think is right, because I think everyone deep down, way deep, they have some sense of moral obligation. They think some things are fucked up and wrong and they wouldn't do things of that nature, and if they do they feel bad for it and they are truly deeply sorry. this world is not perfect so non of us are thr....end of this pointless conversation.
when your mouth is closed your mind opens
things change so quick, it only takes a moment, to make a life
and just a moment to take it. Pointless conversations start, and never finish.
Just wanting to be in control of yourself, your mind, your heart, sometimes
seems like an impossible task. I want to she doesn't want to, then she does, I don't want to anymore. So many lives have been lived here, and so many thoughts have run through the mind of us all. How much of the same thoughts do we have in common? How many thoughts you think I dislike, vice versa. the individual is the one that makes things so complicated, the mind and the heart. Life as a whole is great and wondrous and genus! But take a look at one life, one bird, one ant, one human, stupid, mindless, full of themselves, evil even. Why should I be worrying about thing out of my control, such as what others think, what others do. But the thing is, this is my life, and your just part of it. I will change your mind, I will change your heart, why? Because this is my world and I will do what I think is right, because I think everyone deep down, way deep, they have some sense of moral obligation. They think some things are fucked up and wrong and they wouldn't do things of that nature, and if they do they feel bad for it and they are truly deeply sorry. this world is not perfect so non of us are thr....end of this pointless conversation.
3.03.2011
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