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4.28.2011

Your Welcome.

"This shit looks like some Rialto chronic"

        HATER   ?    Who are you thoughts,      What is you?

            BLOOD.!!!              Green is good, but fuck I'm Red.

        AZN LOVE.(our love).           Gotta pay some agony for the
                          Ecstasy. Thats our love.

4.17.2011

When Tooo? 8

When to let Go.
  when is it time to call it quits                       ?
    when is it time to let times good times roll?
     when is it time to man the fuck up            ?
         When is time to let pride go                  ?
           when can i catch my break                  ?
                              or is it too late                  ?
                                                                       ?

4.14.2011

Older but still younger.

omfg! so fun fun fun! but today on this monday i'm turning 22
        everytime i write something i feel that it comes off as a negative, i don't ever mean to put anyone down, or try and sound like a dick or asshole, i just speak my mind, what i feel and what i think, how most people are and how most people act, its not cool with me, most people are not cool with me, don't get me wrong i will respect every soul on this earth, i will never try and put anyone down, you do what you do for you. I just speak my mind, if you think this is going out to you then maybe you need to think wtf you doing, cause no one is specific, this is out my mind to this damn text to the fucking web, just trying to get this shit off my mind, and maybe it will make others laugh and kill the time, or whatever, if you want to read this shit or not,  
        its a matter of what someone really feels deep down inside. what the fuck do they want out of life? free rides, free drugs, stay in go out or just a real connection?  I think most people want a quick fix, aka the quick fuck the quick free shit, free pussy free dick whatever the fuck it is you want you will get, and you will choose the one that comes first.
        when will we ever grow up, when is it, when does it happen? cause it would seem like such a stupid decision, stop having the fun, stop having the great memories i kinda don't remember just glimpses maybe.  the great times i had with people i only hung out with when i was fucked up soo hard it seem i was on a self destructive path or something. i love to have a good time, its so much fun i mean, sometimes people get so fucked up they actually open up for the first time, its kinda nice. i just turn 22 if there is anytime to drink why not now? if there is anytime to get the fuck out the house and get fucked up why not now?  I am young a little older, but still younger so its ok don't worry i'll get my shit together in the next few years, right after this shot, right after this last beer, right after this last line. cause i'm still young, yes a littler older but still young. I just want to have fun, i mean don't worry I'm sure you did the same at my age, or wished you have, I'm sure of it. people are proud of what they do and the others will be jealous, and have envy. Everyone gets old and dies, doesn't me you can have fun. I feel I must accept life, and try to enjoey it, fight for what you have to, do what must be done. its everything all bunched up into one.

4.05.2011

good conversation.(male/female)

if i write something down and send it to you, how much does it mean? is it a joke, or is it the truth? small talk turns into something more and you know the exact moment that happens, but then it goes back to shits and giggles.  we joke so we can be honest, and some be honest to joke around. we meet people, our intentions range, from time to time and it depends on the kind of person we are and what we are feeling at the time of the conversation.  but what is the intention of the conversation, if your the flirting type? you might just like the attention, but does it mean you want to take that shit to the next level? the physical level? for some i think so and other not. because we are all different, with different intentions.  genuine and honest people, sometimes come off as assholes, and they never want to meet new people cause they know how fake and tasteless most of the population is. but then a change happens within them, its like the werewolf at night. and for most men its called women. they want their attention, they want to talk out they're ass. most men start to be fake because they want to get into the females pants. or maybe the male is really a nice guy and enjoys the company, even if he is not going to get laid. but i really think most guys are dicks and douche bags, they will be "nice" and say all the right things just to make it with the female.

Nas - On The Real