I don't talk shit, I WRITE SHIT.

to know when to stop. to know when to stop trying. i give and give, i just want to put my love and care out there. true and honest and I'm not going to lie about it, i'm
 sick and tired of playing games. I'm sick and tired of the "i don't care" but i really do. it so fucking stupid, I'm not scared to be honest, I'm not scared to tell the truth even if it sounds like your lil bitch and pussy, a romantic. what i feel and what i think is going to be put out there. i don't care if you think its stupid or if you think its a lie. its honest and true. if i tell you i love you i do, i would put my own life down for you to live, i have strong love for the ones i love, yet they would get so pissed at me over some stupid ass shit. i can get over it but they can not, they want to hold grudges  against me, wtf!. i forgive the ones i love, i know that no one is perfect, and people will make mistakes they will fail, and they will not exceed you expectations. its ok it just fucking life, but i hate the feeling of the one you love not giving a fuck about what your trying to say. why don't they give a fuck, is it they don't love you the same, they do but they just see its a stupid fight and they're over it. i don't know but i wish she can see where I'm coming from. i wish she can feel what i feel. know what i have been thru, know the pain i have felt, know the shit i had to go thru. but she just wants to push me aside, ignore me, not listen to what i have to say and what i feel. it fucking sucks, but i guess i have to realize that you cant count on people to be there for you. you can't count on people to care about what you feel. because everyone now a days is fucking self centered. they don't care about anyone around them not any of their family members, not their friends. they only care about numbero uno, themselves. and its fucking pathetic, i really hope shit hits the fan real soon, because we all deserve it, we all deserve to die a horrible painful death. you do your friends do, your mom does, your dad does, and your whole fucking family. this whole world is filled with pathetic excuses of life.

summary:just no one wants to hear it, so i write it