Everyone knows it, including yourself. you try news things and they feel the same.
Turn the page and its the chapter you just read.
Interest does not interest you.
People you walked on and put to the side, will soon do the same.
I can look into your eyes and see everything that makes this world shit.
Its shit sprinkled with fake ass fancy shit and we eat it all up.
You win some you lose some...but you live, you live to fight another day..
12.07.2011
9.07.2011
8.18.2011
8.15.2011
End of the Line.( time for some dark liquid)
The end of the line, thats where i'd like to be
nothing big just the end for me.
Get it over with, reach the point,
so I know you'll be there holding my hand.
Telling me you wish we had more time to spend.
Love is the ultimate winner, if you don't agree,
you lose indefinitely.
Love brings it all, happiness to pain
and sometimes both feel the same.
You can have who ever you want,
I just hope that person is me.
I need you, do you need me?
8.14.2011
That Blah.
To many people, they think they are doing the right thing,
They ask others who they know will not oppose them on decisions that really mean something.
We never seem to think things thru all the way,
Yes I understand you think your always right and will come out the winner,
but your not.
Your going to fucking lose.
Stupid nights fucking blow, care too much for people, people who don't even care about themselves.
5.10.2011
OMG unique typical hipster! you can fuck my bitch.
Live in the moment,
live the day as if its your last,
fuck the rest your the best.
Sex drugs and rock and roll, peace and free love.
Fuck control, and any guy cute enough.
Don't let your emotions get the best of you.
Would you want that?
Its better numb?
Young reckless,
ruthless and toothless.
Time will pass, and my time will come, but not right now,
Having too much fun,
blacking out and getting free date rape drugs.
Not stopping till you have two suns.
Unique typical hipster.
Unique typical hipster.
4.28.2011
Your Welcome.
"This shit looks like some Rialto chronic"
HATER ? Who are you thoughts, What is you?
BLOOD.!!! Green is good, but fuck I'm Red.
AZN LOVE.(our love). Gotta pay some agony for the
Ecstasy. Thats our love.
HATER ? Who are you thoughts, What is you?
BLOOD.!!! Green is good, but fuck I'm Red.
AZN LOVE.(our love). Gotta pay some agony for the
Ecstasy. Thats our love.
4.17.2011
When Tooo? 8
When to let Go.
when is it time to call it quits ?
when is it time to let times good times roll?
when is it time to man the fuck up ?
When is time to let pride go ?
when can i catch my break ?
or is it too late ?
?
when is it time to call it quits ?
when is it time to let times good times roll?
when is it time to man the fuck up ?
When is time to let pride go ?
when can i catch my break ?
or is it too late ?
?
4.14.2011
Older but still younger.
omfg! so fun fun fun! but today on this monday i'm turning 22
everytime i write something i feel that it comes off as a negative, i don't ever mean to put anyone down, or try and sound like a dick or asshole, i just speak my mind, what i feel and what i think, how most people are and how most people act, its not cool with me, most people are not cool with me, don't get me wrong i will respect every soul on this earth, i will never try and put anyone down, you do what you do for you. I just speak my mind, if you think this is going out to you then maybe you need to think wtf you doing, cause no one is specific, this is out my mind to this damn text to the fucking web, just trying to get this shit off my mind, and maybe it will make others laugh and kill the time, or whatever, if you want to read this shit or not,
its a matter of what someone really feels deep down inside. what the fuck do they want out of life? free rides, free drugs, stay in go out or just a real connection? I think most people want a quick fix, aka the quick fuck the quick free shit, free pussy free dick whatever the fuck it is you want you will get, and you will choose the one that comes first.
when will we ever grow up, when is it, when does it happen? cause it would seem like such a stupid decision, stop having the fun, stop having the great memories i kinda don't remember just glimpses maybe. the great times i had with people i only hung out with when i was fucked up soo hard it seem i was on a self destructive path or something. i love to have a good time, its so much fun i mean, sometimes people get so fucked up they actually open up for the first time, its kinda nice. i just turn 22 if there is anytime to drink why not now? if there is anytime to get the fuck out the house and get fucked up why not now? I am young a little older, but still younger so its ok don't worry i'll get my shit together in the next few years, right after this shot, right after this last beer, right after this last line. cause i'm still young, yes a littler older but still young. I just want to have fun, i mean don't worry I'm sure you did the same at my age, or wished you have, I'm sure of it. people are proud of what they do and the others will be jealous, and have envy. Everyone gets old and dies, doesn't me you can have fun. I feel I must accept life, and try to enjoey it, fight for what you have to, do what must be done. its everything all bunched up into one.
everytime i write something i feel that it comes off as a negative, i don't ever mean to put anyone down, or try and sound like a dick or asshole, i just speak my mind, what i feel and what i think, how most people are and how most people act, its not cool with me, most people are not cool with me, don't get me wrong i will respect every soul on this earth, i will never try and put anyone down, you do what you do for you. I just speak my mind, if you think this is going out to you then maybe you need to think wtf you doing, cause no one is specific, this is out my mind to this damn text to the fucking web, just trying to get this shit off my mind, and maybe it will make others laugh and kill the time, or whatever, if you want to read this shit or not,
its a matter of what someone really feels deep down inside. what the fuck do they want out of life? free rides, free drugs, stay in go out or just a real connection? I think most people want a quick fix, aka the quick fuck the quick free shit, free pussy free dick whatever the fuck it is you want you will get, and you will choose the one that comes first.
when will we ever grow up, when is it, when does it happen? cause it would seem like such a stupid decision, stop having the fun, stop having the great memories i kinda don't remember just glimpses maybe. the great times i had with people i only hung out with when i was fucked up soo hard it seem i was on a self destructive path or something. i love to have a good time, its so much fun i mean, sometimes people get so fucked up they actually open up for the first time, its kinda nice. i just turn 22 if there is anytime to drink why not now? if there is anytime to get the fuck out the house and get fucked up why not now? I am young a little older, but still younger so its ok don't worry i'll get my shit together in the next few years, right after this shot, right after this last beer, right after this last line. cause i'm still young, yes a littler older but still young. I just want to have fun, i mean don't worry I'm sure you did the same at my age, or wished you have, I'm sure of it. people are proud of what they do and the others will be jealous, and have envy. Everyone gets old and dies, doesn't me you can have fun. I feel I must accept life, and try to enjoey it, fight for what you have to, do what must be done. its everything all bunched up into one.
4.12.2011
4.09.2011
4.06.2011
4.05.2011
good conversation.(male/female)
if i write something down and send it to you, how much does it mean? is it a joke, or is it the truth? small talk turns into something more and you know the exact moment that happens, but then it goes back to shits and giggles. we joke so we can be honest, and some be honest to joke around. we meet people, our intentions range, from time to time and it depends on the kind of person we are and what we are feeling at the time of the conversation. but what is the intention of the conversation, if your the flirting type? you might just like the attention, but does it mean you want to take that shit to the next level? the physical level? for some i think so and other not. because we are all different, with different intentions. genuine and honest people, sometimes come off as assholes, and they never want to meet new people cause they know how fake and tasteless most of the population is. but then a change happens within them, its like the werewolf at night. and for most men its called women. they want their attention, they want to talk out they're ass. most men start to be fake because they want to get into the females pants. or maybe the male is really a nice guy and enjoys the company, even if he is not going to get laid. but i really think most guys are dicks and douche bags, they will be "nice" and say all the right things just to make it with the female.
4.04.2011
4.02.2011
4.01.2011
3.28.2011
so Salem tomorrow
yea well I'm going to go see Salem tomorrow night, i hope its good, watch a few viddys of their live shit, some of it is good and some..well not so good, sounded pretty lame, well what should i expect from live electro music, what do they know about live performance, jk jk blah blah blah, just don't like groups that sound good on the album, then sound like preteens trying to do black sabbath covers. fun fun fun everyone so excited.
3.23.2011
3.19.2011
3.18.2011
I don't talk shit, I WRITE SHIT.
to know when to stop. to know when to stop trying. i give and give, i just want to put my love and care out there. true and honest and I'm not going to lie about it, i'm
sick and tired of playing games. I'm sick and tired of the "i don't care" but i really do. it so fucking stupid, I'm not scared to be honest, I'm not scared to tell the truth even if it sounds like your lil bitch and pussy, a romantic. what i feel and what i think is going to be put out there. i don't care if you think its stupid or if you think its a lie. its honest and true. if i tell you i love you i do, i would put my own life down for you to live, i have strong love for the ones i love, yet they would get so pissed at me over some stupid ass shit. i can get over it but they can not, they want to hold grudges against me, wtf!. i forgive the ones i love, i know that no one is perfect, and people will make mistakes they will fail, and they will not exceed you expectations. its ok it just fucking life, but i hate the feeling of the one you love not giving a fuck about what your trying to say. why don't they give a fuck, is it they don't love you the same, they do but they just see its a stupid fight and they're over it. i don't know but i wish she can see where I'm coming from. i wish she can feel what i feel. know what i have been thru, know the pain i have felt, know the shit i had to go thru. but she just wants to push me aside, ignore me, not listen to what i have to say and what i feel. it fucking sucks, but i guess i have to realize that you cant count on people to be there for you. you can't count on people to care about what you feel. because everyone now a days is fucking self centered. they don't care about anyone around them not any of their family members, not their friends. they only care about numbero uno, themselves. and its fucking pathetic, i really hope shit hits the fan real soon, because we all deserve it, we all deserve to die a horrible painful death. you do your friends do, your mom does, your dad does, and your whole fucking family. this whole world is filled with pathetic excuses of life.
summary:just no one wants to hear it, so i write it
sick and tired of playing games. I'm sick and tired of the "i don't care" but i really do. it so fucking stupid, I'm not scared to be honest, I'm not scared to tell the truth even if it sounds like your lil bitch and pussy, a romantic. what i feel and what i think is going to be put out there. i don't care if you think its stupid or if you think its a lie. its honest and true. if i tell you i love you i do, i would put my own life down for you to live, i have strong love for the ones i love, yet they would get so pissed at me over some stupid ass shit. i can get over it but they can not, they want to hold grudges against me, wtf!. i forgive the ones i love, i know that no one is perfect, and people will make mistakes they will fail, and they will not exceed you expectations. its ok it just fucking life, but i hate the feeling of the one you love not giving a fuck about what your trying to say. why don't they give a fuck, is it they don't love you the same, they do but they just see its a stupid fight and they're over it. i don't know but i wish she can see where I'm coming from. i wish she can feel what i feel. know what i have been thru, know the pain i have felt, know the shit i had to go thru. but she just wants to push me aside, ignore me, not listen to what i have to say and what i feel. it fucking sucks, but i guess i have to realize that you cant count on people to be there for you. you can't count on people to care about what you feel. because everyone now a days is fucking self centered. they don't care about anyone around them not any of their family members, not their friends. they only care about numbero uno, themselves. and its fucking pathetic, i really hope shit hits the fan real soon, because we all deserve it, we all deserve to die a horrible painful death. you do your friends do, your mom does, your dad does, and your whole fucking family. this whole world is filled with pathetic excuses of life.
summary:just no one wants to hear it, so i write it
3.16.2011
3.15.2011
3.14.2011
what's your...
PURPOSE
we all need it,
but why are we not sure of it?
we need to keep it steady
let the knowledge come.
it never fails, just as the rising sun.
but as i sit here in my room,
blank stare, blank thought.
i want to know the purpose,
i want to know my purpose.
time does not seem to move in my direction,
my path becomes blurred,
my road becomes dark.
i want purpose.
i want to know.
i must let it come
i must let my purpose show.
fear comes and takes over,
but i know my purpose will be reviled
let purpose
and do not let it be concealed.
we all need it,
but why are we not sure of it?
we need to keep it steady
let the knowledge come.
it never fails, just as the rising sun.
but as i sit here in my room,
blank stare, blank thought.
i want to know the purpose,
i want to know my purpose.
time does not seem to move in my direction,
my path becomes blurred,
my road becomes dark.
i want purpose.
i want to know.
i must let it come
i must let my purpose show.
fear comes and takes over,
but i know my purpose will be reviled
let purpose
and do not let it be concealed.
3.13.2011
3.12.2011
3.09.2011
3.07.2011
3.06.2011
3.05.2011
POINTLESS CONVERSATION with I
To say nothing is the most to say,
when your mouth is closed your mind opens
things change so quick, it only takes a moment, to make a life
and just a moment to take it. Pointless conversations start, and never finish.
Just wanting to be in control of yourself, your mind, your heart, sometimes
seems like an impossible task. I want to she doesn't want to, then she does, I don't want to anymore. So many lives have been lived here, and so many thoughts have run through the mind of us all. How much of the same thoughts do we have in common? How many thoughts you think I dislike, vice versa. the individual is the one that makes things so complicated, the mind and the heart. Life as a whole is great and wondrous and genus! But take a look at one life, one bird, one ant, one human, stupid, mindless, full of themselves, evil even. Why should I be worrying about thing out of my control, such as what others think, what others do. But the thing is, this is my life, and your just part of it. I will change your mind, I will change your heart, why? Because this is my world and I will do what I think is right, because I think everyone deep down, way deep, they have some sense of moral obligation. They think some things are fucked up and wrong and they wouldn't do things of that nature, and if they do they feel bad for it and they are truly deeply sorry. this world is not perfect so non of us are thr....end of this pointless conversation.
when your mouth is closed your mind opens
things change so quick, it only takes a moment, to make a life
and just a moment to take it. Pointless conversations start, and never finish.
Just wanting to be in control of yourself, your mind, your heart, sometimes
seems like an impossible task. I want to she doesn't want to, then she does, I don't want to anymore. So many lives have been lived here, and so many thoughts have run through the mind of us all. How much of the same thoughts do we have in common? How many thoughts you think I dislike, vice versa. the individual is the one that makes things so complicated, the mind and the heart. Life as a whole is great and wondrous and genus! But take a look at one life, one bird, one ant, one human, stupid, mindless, full of themselves, evil even. Why should I be worrying about thing out of my control, such as what others think, what others do. But the thing is, this is my life, and your just part of it. I will change your mind, I will change your heart, why? Because this is my world and I will do what I think is right, because I think everyone deep down, way deep, they have some sense of moral obligation. They think some things are fucked up and wrong and they wouldn't do things of that nature, and if they do they feel bad for it and they are truly deeply sorry. this world is not perfect so non of us are thr....end of this pointless conversation.
3.03.2011
2.28.2011
2.26.2011
2.24.2011
2.23.2011
2.20.2011
the not so late post...
my mind wonders, why can't i be the perfect person i want to be, why must i have my faults and my stupid ego. To teach me to be a better man? To let me see how people are, to let me see how i am? you think you found the one person who will understand you always and forever, but people get tired of your shit and you get tired of others shit. its part of being fucking human, all this bull shit comes with it. its sad and sick and fucking lame. boo hew, wahh, your just complaining. get over it joey. FUCK YOU. everyone knows its true. your born you live you die. big whoop! everyone tries soo hard, being smart, being successful, being a bad ass, fuck it all. I'm over myself. VENT. THIS IS A PERSON VENTING ON THE WEB. This world is fucked that's why everyone just gets fucked. jk.
MODERN LIFE IS AN INSIDE JOKE THAT NO ONE GETS, so do you get it? haha lol omg stfu.
MODERN LIFE IS AN INSIDE JOKE THAT NO ONE GETS, so do you get it? haha lol omg stfu.
2.19.2011
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